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by Mirror Stories

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1.
Sober 03:52
Sober life is the best, change my mind Can’t you tell it’s been a while since I had one I mean, right? Locked inside, not much to do, but wait it out In my dreams, in my dreams, we make out after a night out Oh yeah You hand me a drink and it starts again Fifty mili liquid love running through my veins I swore I’d quit but what do I know If that’s what I need then pour it down my throat You hand me a drink and it starts again The rush, the fog, a thousand thoughts I’d never get I quit more times than I can recall Would you give me some time, I know I’ll shake it off A month has gone or was it twelve, I can’t tell anymore Each day’s a blank, each week’s a drag, there’s never an ending in sight We’ve all gone mad, proper mad, we should try and leave it behind In my dreams, in my dreams, we make out after a night out You hand me a drink and it starts again Fifty mili liquid love running through my veins I swore I’d quit but what do I know If that’s what I need then pour it down my throat You hand me a drink and it starts again The rush, the fog, a thousand thoughts I’d never get I quit more times than I can recall Would you give me some time, I know I’ll shake it off Back then in Leeds I’ve made up my mind, I’d carry it out no matter what Back up in Leeds it crossed my head, it might never work out but I’ll have a crack Such fun we had in your dark bedroom, Good Morning Captain and hugging you tight We’ll die alone that’s what we do, I’m fine with it and so will you You hand me a drink and it starts again The rush, the fog, a thousand thoughts I’d never get I quit more times than I can recall Give me more time, I know I’ll shake it off Hand me a drink, hand me a drink, will someone hand me a goddamn drink I’ve made up my mind, I’ve made up my mind, I’ll quit again another thousand times You hand me a drink and it starts again Fifty mili liquid love running through my veins I swore I’d quit but what do I know If that’s what I need then pour it down my throat You hand me a drink and it starts again The rush, the fog, a thousand thoughts I’d never get I quit more times than I can recall Would you lay off my back, I know I’ll die alone
2.
At Last 03:33
It was a weird time, I was down on my luck, still don’t cry although I’m falling apart Needed some rest, I need a fresh start, I did take so many that I’ve lost the count It’s been five years but I headed to meet you, just need a hug and to hold you close These few days felt unreal, everyone so nice, it started to feel like I was home at last Jack of all trades, master of none I’ll try my best to make this my home It took me a while but now I realise Might not be the place but your presence that counts You made every room a thousand times brighter, what’s your secret, dear? I’m ready to learn Don’t need to talk much, everything’s understood, I keep watching you, it just makes me feel good It’s been many years and I’m all out of practice Don’t know how to act I just wish it’d come back I didn’t predict I’d feel so good around you, And it started to feel like I was home at last Jack of all trades, master of none I’ll try my best to make this my home It took me a while but now I realise Might not be the place but your presence that counts Meet me at the bar and let’s drink ourselves stupid Meet me down the stairs coz I know you’d never say yes Terminal 1, gate 22, only time for one drink before I start to miss you This is it I’m flying out, they won’t say I didn’t try this time Now I know nothing will ever happen, I’ve made my peace and keep my heart out of trouble I’m moving all over trying to forget, that I was almost happy for a few days Am I lucky or just trying it out? I pack fast and I’m always ready to bounce Never expected something good from my past, but it started to feel like I was home at last Jack of all trades, master of none I’ll try my best to make this my home It took me a while but now I realise Might not be the place but your presence that counts There was no time to dream and to cry, I stopped picturing you in my mind The corner of your mouth, the curve of your back, The shape of your breast they’re all out of sight Jack of all trades, master of none I’ll try my best to make this my home It took me a while but now I realise Might not be the place but your presence that counts
3.
The Toll 03:42
I’m standing in line at the customs, I’m always smiling, I’m always alone Took those boots off and opened my bag, Please officer don’t make me walk the line There’s a price to pay for always fleeing away Don’t know which airport I’m standing in Manchester, Warsaw, Riga or Toronto? Odessa, Porto, Halifax? I don’t know This constant moving around is starting to take a toll on my soul Can’t remember where I’ve been, it’s a blur, but I just keep moving forward Please take me back, bring me back, to this place I was once glad to have There’s no turning back, I wish I could be, back in uni, start over once more Please take me back, reel me in, to this place I was once fitting in There’s no turning back, I wish I could see, all those awful things you did to me Looking for a way out Am I awake or what? The jet lag kicked in, I woke up at 5, fresh like mint and ready to look the part Strolling frozen streets by the Mont Royal, sidewalk’s a blank canvas I don’t think I’m only walking around, now the breakfast place is open at last, Pour the burning coffee, I’m so cold inside This constant moving around is starting to take a toll on my soul Can’t remember where I’ve been, it’s a blur, but I just keep moving forward Please take me back, bring me back, to this place I was once glad to have There’s no turning back, I wish I could be, back in uni, start over once more Please take me back, reel me in, to this place I was once fitting in There’s no turning back, I wish I could see, all those awful things you did to me Please grab my hand, hold it tight, let’s run off to a new beginning There’s nowhere to hide, honey let’s make a deal, and see how bad we wanted to leave
4.
McNabs 03:09
As soon as the plane landed I knew there was nothing for me here I made my way to the center I tried to get a better first impression The streets felt lonely, that wind slapping me, my whole body cried and turned to leave I found my new home and unlocked the door, dropped my bags not sure what I was in for In Nova Scotia there was no hope I got off the shuttle and already could tell Nothing to see even though I tried To give it a chance so I’m just passing by In Nova Scotia there was no hope I got off the shuttle and already could tell Nothing to see even though I tried To give it a chance so I’m just passing by I spend the next two weeks walking around, I try my best but I can’t find out What I’m looking for is a sign, I need a reason to hang around I’m all over town from North to South, I walk the streets and explore the parks I visit the museums, pickup a Donair, worst decision I’ve ever made In Nova Scotia there was no hope I got off the shuttle and already could tell Nothing to see even though I tried To give it a chance so I’ll be passing by I crossed the town in a blizzard, no one told me it was coming down Got to the train station for my ticket out, soaking wet and ready to die My legs burnt coz my pants were freezing, took off everything and jumped in a bath In Nova Scotia there was no hope I got off the shuttle and already could tell Nothing to see even though I tried To give it a chance so I’m just passing by Don’t bring me back, to Halifax, the Narrows, the Town Clock, Argyle Street at night Please don’t bring me back, to Halifax, Purdy’s Wharf, McNabs and George and all that Don’t bring me back to Halifax, two weeks of my life I’m never getting back In Nova Scotia there was no hope I got off the shuttle and already could tell Nothing to see even though I tried To give it a chance so I’m just passing by Don’t bring me back, don’t bring me back, don’t bring me back to Halifax Don’t bring me back, don’t bring me back, don’t bring me back to Halifax In Nova Scotia there was no hope I got off the shuttle and already could tell Nothing to see even though I tried To give it a chance but I’m leaving right now
5.
Cold As Fuck 04:38
Welcome to the US of A Though I can’t, I cannot stay I would have loved to let bygones be bygones The border patrol was a whole lot of fun Perfect moment for a finger up my bum I hope you don’t mind, but we’re entitled to check I cannot pray, I cannot hide, I should have stayed on the other side I can’t sleep, so I don’t even try I could have stayed, I could have fought, I could have run for the thousandth time There’s no more time, I’m too exhausted to lie Enough of this, I’m always second to none I’m leaving here, leaving this very second If I had stayed, we could have wiggled around No space to dream, no place to fuck (all the time Like your .44 you’re cold as ice And always ready to blow my brains out Welcome to Montreal QC, it’s cold as fuck but the snow is white It falls by the ton, and it numbs everything My fingers, your feet, and everyone’s brain I can’t help it, I hurt all the time Every look every word, they hit like a knife Enough of this, I’m always second to none I’m leaving here, leaving this very second If I had stayed, we could have wiggled around No space to dream, no place to fuck all the time Like your .44 you’re cold as ice And always ready to blow my brains out Always hiding what was real, always bending the truth at will I did my best to make you feel, like you were loved and not so ill You could have tried to act surprised, oh come on you’re not that smart You kept saying you would try, though it was just like the start Keep throwing memories at my face, like I was not there to begin with At the bottom of the ocean, buried deep beneath the sand You always said I knew too much That I could help with all that stuff That I didn’t amount to nothing much I tried to be for real, but you just weren’t ready to hear You kept asking for answers, but we never moved forward Always hiding what was real, always bending the truth at will Nothing’s changed don’t you see? We just never moved forward You always said I knew too much I didn’t amount to nothing much

about

Mirror Stories would like to thank:

- Nicolas Sacco, for his warm welcome and his cosy studio; still the kindest bloke in the business, hands-down.

- Allisson & Boris, who’ve been (knowingly or not) supporting us since Res Ipsa Loquitur in 2017. Your flat is one of the rare places I feel like calling home, thank you for letting me stay there whenever you leave town.

- Franck, for making me feel like I belong somewhere, and for the constant inspiration. And for the countless well-needed drinks, obviously.

- Julie M, for putting a roof over my head no questions asked whenever I was in trouble.

- Thomas, for putting a nice bike between my legs whenever I needed a ride.

- Daria, without whom none of this would be possible. Thanks, Mom.

- Laureen, for the sweet pix, editing and general support;

- Ashley, for taking care of all the messy paperwork and many, many emails.

- Mathilde, for her fine playing and organising multiples recording dates that never happened;

- Sara, for the proofreading and the valuable listener’s feedback;

- Pauline & Katia, for their fine playing & great input;

- Laszlo, for working his magic on my brasses arrangements. Very glad your name is finally on one of those, old friend.

- and Yoann of course, for his skills, and his patience as the record was taking shape.

credits

released October 27, 2023

Music & Words by Baptiste Sauvage

Musicians:
Yoann Morvan - drums, backing vocals
Mathilde Desveaux - Viola
Pauline Collignon - Cello
Katia Ostapowicz - Violin
Laszlo De Trebes - Bone, French Horn & Tuba
Baptiste Sauvage - lead vocals, backing vocals, guitars, bass, clarinet, saxophones, bone, percs

Produced & Arranged by Baptiste Sauvage
Engineered by Baptiste Sauvage
Mixed by Yoann Morvan
Additional Mixing: Baptiste Sauvage
Additional Production & Engineering: Yoann Morvan
Additional Arranging: Mathilde Desveaux, Pauline Collignon, Katia Ostapowicz
Mastered by Thor Legvold, Sonovo

Live tracking at Caverne Studio, Paris.
Overdubs at Rosemary Transduction.

Artwork by Baptiste Sauvage & Laureen Robert

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